So yesterday would have to have been one of the longest days ever. I was going to call a bunch of my friends up to do something, and I was all happy to do that because last weekend I had been all anti-social. But then my mom walks into the room and pops that little bubble of happiness that I had around myself and says that we're going to go to Kohl's to pick out our outfits for my grandpa's funeral. Wow, did you just hear that sound? That was the sound of all my happiness as well as hopes for the day flying overhead and right out the window. I mean it was going to be depressing enough going out to buy funeral clothes, but shopping has this effect on me that drains all the energy from me. My mom actually asked me if I have mono or something because its that bad. So I basically spent what felt like three hours in Kohl's wandering aimlessly around looking for black clothes in the Junior section, and then I was done shopping (thank GOD), but my sister was so picky that we spent more time in there which was like a LIVING HELL. Then finally we left and were going to go to a movie, but decided against it and rented the Princess Diaries, and went home. Oh, and did I mention that I had a complete mental breakdown in the car? I seriously lost it, and I have NO clue why. I was almost acting like a was insane or drunk or something... but anyways- so my dad came home tonight from seeing my grandpa and said that he's going to die soon so it was good we got our clothes. I knew that somehow all that good karma i got the last few days would come around and hit me. *sigh* Well now I'm off- its only a half hour until my favorite television show in the ENTIRE universe is on (Alias), so I better go and plant myself infront of the tube.