So I'm back from NYC, I got back actually on Saturday night, but I was so wiped that I just went to sleep and sat around watching Alias DVDs and tapes all day Sunday because I was so tired. It sucks so much that now I have to go back to school, but I was so glad to see all my friends today. I actually am really glad to be back home- I was getting really homesick in NYC. Speaking of which, I didn't drive the Porsche (sigh), but I got to drive the Audi which was so much fun, even though I repeatedly killed the engine no less than seven times, each time sending my uncle within a good three inches of the passenger side dashboard. Tonight I skipped this basketball banquet that I got invited to because I was on the bball team for school this year. I don't think a single soul on the team was going because the coach is such an ASS! I don't really want to get into that because it's a long story and I will get really upset by it. Let's just say that I will live a happy life if I NEVER see his face EVER again. Well, I'm off. But before I do, I have this song stuck in my head so here it is- enjoy.

"Most of All" by Fuel

I see our stars tonight
Do recall that light?
Or do you ever think of me
And in your world somewhere
Do memories rip and tear
The ones that keep you hanging on
To all that might have been
And I love you now
And I hate you now
And I miss you most of all
All those times we laughed
The scars that you left
Still I miss you most of all
And by the water's side
The tall grass where we lied
The nights we cried ourselves to sleep
Most Septembers now
I break down somehow
Remembering all we said
And all those things we never got to see
And I love you now
And I hate you now
And I miss you most of all
And did you ever find
The star in your mind
Or do you miss me most of all
Are you somewhere
Without a care
Or are you alone as I
Did you ever make it home
And I miss you most of all
And I miss you now
And I love you now
And I hate you now
And I miss you most of all
And did you ever find
The star in your mind
Or do you miss me most of all